Gone Insane...I think...maybe..?

I believe I have finally cracked my nut shell.  I have gone complete insane...or have I..?  Some of you know that I have previously liked a guy that I nicknamed PakoTaco.  So for those of you who didn't know, I did previously like this guy that I am nicknaming PakoTaco.  Then I don't know what happened, whether I gave up on it, or just..idk.  So, now comes the weird part.  For the last 4 days, and I am not lying, I have had dreams.  In every single one of them he is in them.  Creepy, I know.  So what does that mean?  I mean, I don't even know anymore.  Sunday night, Monday night, Tuesday night, Wednesday night, will today be the same?
     Sunday I don't remember what happened exactly, but I think it had something to do with him saving me or something.
     Monday I don't remember that much of either, but I think it had something to do with being at school and him being my partner for like a project or something.
     Tuesday night my dream included me going into, what I guess my mind thought it looked like, his house and then I was like whoa.  He showed me his kitchen and living room and I think that is all I saw.  Then it morphed into a school of some sort and he was participating in this race and whoever won would get this like cool prize or something I forgot what it was.  My point of view was behind the race track starting line in a building looking out a window or something.  I was wearing this pink jacket that I actually have in real life and I was like cheering him on and looking for my friends Pen and Liz.  I finally saw them walking up to Pako and Pen was like telling him goodluck and stuff and giving him this lucky charm or something.  Either that or a drink of some sort.  Then I was like "Pako!  Good luck!" or something along those lines.  and apparently he heard me through glass and about maybe 7 meters away because he turned and saw me I guess and started laughing.  Then I started laughing for some odd reason and that carried on for a while with my unconscious mind going whhhaaaaaa?  So then the race people started the race and...raced.  Then this weird emotional, I'm not being mean or anything I'm just giving the details, african american tall guy with glasses came up to me, while it was raining for some odd reason, and started crying and asked if he could use my shoulder and just layed there till the next morph of my dream.  It morphed to like after school waiting on our cars to go home and I was with Penelope.  I think I had like a flash back to when I was at Pako's house and he gave me this kinda cool looking watch with faded blue straps.  I was like obsessed with it.  Then I decided to give it back to him because I had soem inner feeling that I should, so I asked Pen to catch Pako when he came out of the school door for me.  I was for some odd reason lying on the concrete ground being infatuated with the watch.  He finally came out and she chased him around because he saw her and made a game out of it or something then she tried to drag him over to me and I called out that I was giving him his watch back and I did.  He was like "Oh yea.  Thanks" or something and Penelope started to get curious and was like "Whoa!!  When did he give you that?  What happned?" and he went and sat on the curb to wait for his ride looking all depressed, but I was pretty sure he was going to the bus stop when he got out of the building.  I explained to Pen about how I miraculously had a tour of Pako's house by some random chance and then I think it just ended like that.
     Last night I was like "okay, I am not going to dream about him because that would too much of a coincidence".........then he showed up at the end and I apparently lived in the same neighborhood as him because I lived up this hill and bam there is my house.  You go down the hill and bam there is his house.  I remember playing at his house with his brothers and his parents and him and just riding on scooters and bicycles and stuff.  I don't remember seeing his sister though...and then there was a sudden wedding in Taiwan that I was supposed to go with my family to attend.  Then everybody started going crazy and was like being bustling bees and I was at Pako's house for a while and then being at his house morphed into this weird water park thing, but with the weirdest assortment of creatures.  Giant worms (okay, they weren't giant but they weren't as big as your regular worm, they were like finger length and width) and weird frogs and other fishes and amphibians.  So yea...there you go.  There are my crazy insane dreams, all of which PakoTaco are in.  I think I am kinda excited yet scared to see what I will dream about tonight.  I'll write about it when it happens!

Toodles~
- Mikoto Takumi ( O _ O ) //